Saturday, December 22, 2007

Vince aka Christian Bautista

i love you so much, i'm just here to love you no matter what the world tells us you will still be the one that I love and I will continue loving you forever. I know I've been rude to you but still you're there for me to understands, protects and cares for me. I really love you and I promise that you're the only man that will be inside my heart. I love you so much.

I'm nervous!!!

This day I went to ABS-CBN for the audition, before we start the audition we ate first because it's already lunchtime so we went to the cafeteria and ate there. After we have eaten lunch, we went back to the studio where the audition is. Many different beautiful girls are there and I feel very awkward and out of place because they are really beautiful and I know i"m not one of them but I tried my best to earn my confidence so I couldshow them the real me. And the audition started. Names were called and not aware I was called, I feel so nervous that time but I knew I can do whatever they want me to do so I went to the stage and start introducing myself and during the intoduction my mood came into action, they asked me to sing, and I sang. They asked me to dance, and I danced, and they asked me to ramp so I ramped then the audition was finished, that's the time I feel very comfortable and relaxed.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

The guy that makes me smile

Why does this man can make me smile? Just because he kissed me? I don't think so... Just because he hugs me? maybe, I'm very sure that he loves me so much. This question has been my question to myself since the day that I loved him.. Oh that's the answer, I love him so much so I cried for him because I don' want to lose him either hurt him.. We love each other and no one would ever stop me from loving him.

The day that I've been waiting for..

This day that I've been waiting for to come is the day that I will finish my studies and graduate for the gratitude of my parents and for me too. I want to pay back their sufferings and sacrifices that they have made when I was a baby until today that I'm gonna reach my dreams. They always tell me that no one could ever help me in my life except myself. I'm the one whose gonna be responsible for my acts, so whether I like it or not I must do all the things that will soon benefit me in my journey to this world. I'm not just waiting yet I'm also managing myself to whatever life had brought or will soon be bringing me, sacrifices or happiness. I must be ready for it.